Something About Myserlf

Discussion in 'New Member Introductions & Site Assistance' started by AileenFlannigan, Sep 14, 2011.

  1. AileenFlannigan

    AileenFlannigan New Member

    Aug 31, 2011
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    i wanna begin my life experience with describing myself right at this
    very moment...i'm like a hunchback of notre dame female version
    carrying that 'literal' load on her back.. my version of that load
    would have to be my emotional see, i have all sorts of
    feelings and emotions- all of them going through this rollercoaster
    ride inside me...that is why sometimes as much as I'd like to find
    meaning in my existence, i fail... yes, i have always been an
    optimist. I live my life one day at a time, bask at its glories, party
    at its goodness, smile at its challenges, and still manage to keep all
    my senses in tact. But there are these moments (one of them is this)
    that I really cannot comprehend what i feel...i don't think I'm sad
    because i seem to have pretty good control of my life right now but
    ironically, i don't think i'm happy either because there is that
    something that i feel that I lack...whatever that is, i hope i'll
    learn it in due time...

    anyway i kinda lost track of describing myself (one of the things that
    I do best)... I have a very eccentric personality. A lot of people
    cannot fathom the real me. And that is one of the things that I
    actually love most about myself- the ability to protect myself from
    people who will not do me any good...the downside of such though is
    that im misunderstood by a lot of people. I have heard it all- *****,
    feeler, snob, freak- a lot of people have coined me with these words
    but the hell with what they have to say...i'm too busy living my life,
    too busy to defend myself...good thing that i have my best friends to
    bail me out of these sticky situations...but so much for my 'so-what'
    attitude, i also have that soft spot that only my close friends can
    really appreciate. I love kids and I'll do anything to make a kid
    happy...i also have an intense passion for learning. I love it when my
    dendrites and my neurons get stimulated. i crave for thought-provoking
    conversations over boys and make-ups...i remember how a my friends
    thought that I was a lesbian. It was hilarious...I mean, it's the last
    thing I imagine myself to be...

    Now let me talk about romantic love... the aspect of human existence
    that I will most definitely fail...i admit it, i love with my heart
    hanging on my sleeve. I lost all my rationality and analytical skills
    when cupid hits me with the bow...I'm like a prey waiting for its
    predator to voraciously eat me up when I fall in love...Yes, that's
    how stupid I become because of love...Love is a word that gets thrown
    around too naturally without even realizing how beautiful such a
    feeling is. I may have lost love's many battles but I sure became
    stronger because of them... And if there is one lesson in life that I
    will never forget, it is that love can come in many forms. It's never
    just about that intense attraction and desire for the opposite sex but
    believe me you'll find it and feel it in the most unexpected and
    incomprehensible places.

    i'm a new android user and this site gives me more information, thanks so much guys
  2. 252chevyboyz

    252chevyboyz Silver Member

    Nov 2, 2010
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    North Carolina
    Welcome to the community and we're glad to have you with us. You sound like a very knowledgeable and experienced person all while trying to be a good person too. One thing i will say is love hurts at times, feels amazing at times, and even makes you weak at times but everyone will find love as long as you dont give up. Ive been through my fare share of loses and yea it hurts but gotta get back up and brush everything off and get yourself going again. Anyways if you have any questions feel free to ask. Always someone willing to help out. Dive on in and enjoy the community.
  3. Hawaiian Princess

    Hawaiian Princess Moderator

    Nov 27, 2010
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    welcome to the forum. im sending u a PM, please respond