im still in limbo

[elitecmdr666]

well after almost a week i still dont know what to do i have searched and read pretty much everything but its to much for my ptsd brain which is already overloaded with other things , so far i have only tried on rom and i loved it but had some issues with it. so now im back to square 1. this has to be the hardest thing to decide on lol, not even joining the army was that hard of a decision but this takes the cake...